No love returned

No love returned
Too busy for me
I’m too busy to see
You can’t support my dreams
No support from me
Too busy to read my blog
Now I’m too busy to see you have a blog
Man you won’t even RT for me
Now you get no RTs
Even with please
Sending me off when I ask for help
Next time I’ll leave you to yourself
Maybe your twitter peeps will help
Since they get the yelps
The time promised to me
Enjoy NYE
How did it take me this long to see
That this “friendship” was dependent upon me
And me only
To keep it going
Well now I was my hands
Less “friends” in the end

Fool again

Fooled Again
Lovers should first be friends
Had me so excited when it began
Assumed we had an understanding
Mutual respect from timing
Thinking we knew each other well enough
Never imagined it could get this rough
Harsh words said from anger
Whole relationship in danger
Lying
Then blaming on me
Name calling that didn’t apply
You never saw the crazy side
Love turning into hate
Hurt you never loved me anyway
Nothing really I can say
Or do to have my way
Left out in the cold
With not a lick of clothes
Trying to repair
The crack left there
That love for a friend
Expanded in the wind
It became too much
Something the friend wouldn’t touch
Now all is lost
Was it worth the cost
Betrayal and deceit
All played on me
Now my friend is gone
Where’s my comfort zone
No more beautiful conversations
No new vacations
No hugs and kisses
Never get to be the misses
Lesson learned
When will it ever be my turn

The Greatest Loss

I wanted you before you were there
Then the sickness came from no where
I already had the feeling
That you were forming
You made yourself known
Everyone wanted you home
Started making plans
Grateful for the addition
Loving my condition
But God had other plans
He wanted you more than I ever can
Maybe I didn’t deserve to be blessed
Sorry I took you through so much stress
I long for you everyday
Only in my dreams do you stay
Then I wake up to reality
You’re not really here with me
No matter how hard I try
I can’t replace you in my life
Can’t fill the hole you left
Can’t get over the theft
The snatching away of my heart
Our new start
What was I supposed to learn from this
Never getting to feel your kiss
Never smelling your
Never holding you
Still loving you
I hope you can feel it
My love hasn’t lessened one bit
Please keep watch over us
Your family me & Krys

He is

He Is

He is my very best friend

The first one I want to confide in.

The one to hold me and make it all ok

The one who tells me the pain will fade away.

He is my true protector

The one who lets no harm come my way

The defender of our home

The man ready to slay anything that gets in our way


He is my support system

The one who dares me to dream

The one who tells me nothing can get in my way

The one who pushes me just enough to make it through the day.


He is my provider

The head of the household

The one that feeds and clothes me

The one who nourishes my soul


He is my king

The lover of my dreams

The one who makes me feel sexy

And the one to pamper me


He is all of this and more

And I can't wait to see what all he has in store

The only thing I need to know now

Is

WHO HE IS!



Krystle T.

Copyright 2007

Dreams

What happened to my dreams

Some I see so vivedly

Others I barely see

Dreams lost to even me

Doctor seems out of my reach

Nurse practitioner not high enough for me

Lawyer still a possibility

Is it what I want really

What about pharmacy

Is this a goal I can meet?

This MBA thing

Just something to keep me on my feet

Where do I go from there

No clues in my reach

And on the family front

Seems like I'll never reach my dreams

No companion to share my life with

No father for my child

No new baby to bring more joy

Into our lifestyles

Not in the right taxx bracket

To live comfortably

Just repeating each day

A cycle boring me

Not satisfied at work

My brain is not used at all

I'm scared it will just burst

From knowledge held too long

Yet I continue to fill it

With things I may never need

Is this a waste of time.

I always thought knowledge was the key

Something that can never be taken

But what's the use

If it sits there unused

Will it fade away like the dreams

Sometimes that's what it seems

When I can't remember a simple equation

Or an element that should be easy to me

I feel like I'm aging to early

A senior in my twentys

Maybe that's just my story

How it's meant to be

Confused throughout my journey

In this life thrown to me.

Sleepless nights
Early mornings
Break of dawn
Working to support we
On another level than people can see
Usually humble about me
But now people need to see
The niceness can fade away
I can come on the same level as you
I won't will show better than I can tell you
That you can never get on my level
You don't even have your own
You really call yourself grown
Yes everyone needs help sometimes
You were never there when I needed mine
Instead of saying no
You weren't a man and lied
I see birds of a feather flock together
He is just as slow as you
Both in the same position
Will either ever get better
Priorities show it all
And the H** is on your level
Living on the government
And continually having kids
That will never be me
That makes me see
I will never be what you want
My life includes more
Than laying on my back
10 years on me
And that's all you accomplish
Please
Funny when the tables turn
That's what it takes for people to learn
How does it feel
When you get the real!

Time for me

Time for me

To wake up and see

That I can't look out for everyone

When no one looks out for me


Time for me

To open my eyes

And realize

That it's only my son and I

And will always be


Time for me

To be happy with myself

And to be happy by myself

Cause no one has to be with me


Time for me

To take charge

And make my life what I want it to be


Time for me

To be the strong woman

My son needs to see


Time for me

To shine brightly

For everyone to see


Put simply

It's

Time for me


Copyright 6/6/06